just a thought

11:31 pm

while waiting for all the videos and pictures for our nstp project documentation to be downloaded, i decided to visit this blog and have another entry... [hope i can publish this]

twenty-four of october...
is there something special on this day? in a way, yes...basta, i can't forget what had happened 6 months ago : )

this day was kinda weird...one of my classmates asked for a favor if i could come and visit her since she'll be heading to ipil for a school activity. thinking that there would be 'something' that would really require and demand for my presence, as well as, hearing that she has some sort of 'surprise' for her visitors, unhesitantly, i said yes...not knowing that, when i reached the area, i get to meet her, wala naman pala ako gagawin. sort of miscommunication or what, ayun...hinde naman pala required presence ko...haha : ))

nonetheless, i still enjoyed the day kasi i get to meet na rin two of my classmates who spent their sembreak in the city...

i really had a hard time with my eyes the whole day...buti na lang at wala nagtanong at nagtaka kung bakit parang singkit ang aking mga mata o parang bloated siya...haha :))

since na mention ko siya, why not tell the reason bakit ganoon ung mata ko, di ba?

culprit: nag-emo session ako madaling araw...

emo daw? haha :)) maka-emotional drain siya pero its worth the wait and tears : ) kahit once in awhile, naga-break down ako kaya relieving, in a way...

ung mechanics ng session is:
1. look for someone na kasama/karamay mo sa session [don't ask anymore sino ung kasama ko :) ]
2. dapat emotionally sick din siya...tipong may problema din siya sa buhay-buhay.
3. sabihin mo sa ka-session mo lahat ng problema/sentiments mo. same through sa ka-session mo, makinig ka!
4. bawal ang mga comforting words!!! all you have to do is listen
5. tapos nun, pag kaya niyo pa, i-synthesize niyo na lahat ng nabuhos niyong problema

weird siya, pero it's effective lalo na when it comes to releasing mga nega energy : )

to end this post,

just a thought: kahit anong gawin mo, hahanap ka pa rin ng mas hihigit dun...hinde laging nakokontento ang mga tao. they always wish and long for MORE. it can be beneficial kahit papano kasi it only shows na you dream, you have goals but at the same time, it could be detrimental, very detrimental pag lagi ka na lang umaasa sa MAS mahigit.

12:05 am

my first ever blog entry

i hope this would be my first to the thousand entries i'd be posting here.

funny it seems, i created this blog i think last june pa, and what month na ngayon?...october!
see, pero i think i had 20 drafts in this blog, hinde ko lang talaga matapos-tapos in one sit ang isang entry...

aww, well...this is it...
my first ever published entry : ) [i hope]

now, for my first entry, i want to tell lang why i decided to create a blogspot account:

1. it's a requirement for english class [actually may blogspot account na ako before pa, lately ko lang nalaman, haha :D]

2. aside from time-to-time journal writing ko, which is not talaga about myself [about din siya sa sarili ko pero may second person involved...in short: not for public reading], i decided that blogs are kinda enjoy kasi para 'in' man lang...hinde na masyado usu ung diary thingy, di ba? and lastly,

3. i just want to share my thoughts, malay ko ba makainspire pa ako ng tao [or the other way around? wag din sana : )]

in addition, wala naman din siguru ang magiging interesado sa buhay ng isang AIRRISH AQUINO DELGADO...so, unhesitantly, i-share ko na lang ang lahat :)

this would be for now, till my second entry

*achievement! ma-puppublish na din ito...haha :))